SERYOSO AKO
OPENING SPIEL
"Thank you for browsing my blog! my name is Aoi Arashi. You are all welcome to read my entry for today…"
ACKNOWLEDGMENT
Salamat at kahit papaano may sumusubaybay pala sa blog ko. kahit epal-epal lang yung mga komento ayos lang! 70 na kayo! salamat talaga! and i hope it’ll grow.
ANG KUWENTO
TRICK A:
hay.. alam niyo, nakapasa talaga ako ng board exam last JUNE 2007– sa letter E. kala niyo ba echus lang yun! hindi no. check it out sa net. my name is one of the people with the surname: ELEVADO. (click the link please and see for yourself.) can’t state my name for security reasons. (wag na kayong mag-emote! kung nagsisiningaling ako, magagalit si Lord.)
but the thing now is, i can’t make it to my OATH TAKING. and that’s because i’m engaged in a CCJ (nabanggit sa mga naunang entry ko. pakihanap na lang. BUM LIFE: SATIETY ata.)
pero natutuwa ako na yung company ko ay handang tumulong sa akin. at alam kong sinsero sila doon. hindi nga ako nagkamali sa pinili kong puntahan. masaya ako dun.
TRICK B:
October 2, 2007: OATH TAKING sa ARANETA COLISEUM.
Televised live, via satellite (echos!baka maniwala ka na naman! )
but the former is serious.
i am afraid i can’t make it there! what will happen?
here’s what i have to say:
DISCLAIMER: please don’t take this badly. i only want to explain my side.
i never thought of taking BSN. Never! As in!
But my kazoku (Japanese term) "forced me-slash-convinced me-enticed me-slash-did whatever it takes for me to take that course!"
Four years have passed. And until the NLE came and I made it.
This is not eustress (term used to say: normal stress) anymore.
Can’t i just decide for myself? Can’t i take the first step for my so called "PROFESSIONAL GROWTH"?
I think there’s nothing wrong with engaging to a CCJ! Though i am an RN, knowing that i am an RN is enough for now.
I can’t promise to be a nurse right away. But all i can keep is that: I WILL BRING HOME MY TITLE AND MY LICENSE. I WILL NOT THROW THE THINGS THAT I LEARNED FROM MY FIELD OF STUDY. I WILL TAKE MY MASTERS DEGREE (that is certain!) and I WILL BE A NURSE. I WILL GO BACK TO MY ALMA MATER (click the link if you want to know what it is!) to be a TEACHER there!
NOT NOW. NOT TOMORROW. NOT NEXT YEAR..
IN DUE TIME….
BUT THE GROUND IS…. I WILL!
that’s STELLAR! (thanks, MARK! I have this in my VOCAB!)
TRICK C:
para ba akong nagsisisi? sa mga sinabi ko, halo-halo na lang ang nararamdaman ko.
thankful… kasi dininig ni Lord ang dasal ko
masaya…dahil pumasa.
malungkot.. dahil di ako makakapunta sa OT.
kinakabahan.. kasi nagagalit ang aking kazoku
hindi ko maintindhan.. kasi nalilito na naman ako
nais kong matunayan sa mundo na tama ang desisyon ko.
kaw ba? ano sa tingin mo.
look on a deeper perspective. kung isa ka sa mga BSN students na "forced me-slash-convinced me-enticed me-slash-did whatever it takes for me to take that course!" alam kong you feel for me.
what do you think?
CLOSING SPIEL
"Thank you for reading my blog… Feel free to post your comments. have a great day ahead of you. bye!"
I totally agree on certain things..because I also did not choose my profession…but i think its too late for now…of taking your oathtaking…and its your decision…but for me i did take my oathtaking ceremony not just to legalize my profession..since we have a license..but a gift for myself that..I did it..the joy of passing the board is encomparable….u should know!!or would you rather have not pass it?that will be your greatest disappointment beyond words..Your a lucky girl…..be thankful…
so what happen, did you made it sa oath taking ceremony? i passed the nursing board exam rin not too long ago. nung mga panahong lahat gusto mag PT kase patok sa abroad. hindi ako sumunod sa trend, nag nursing ako. hindi dahil yong lang ang medicaly inclined na course na ino-offer sa university kundi dahil gusto ko talaga maging nurse. nagsimula ang aking obsession sa kurso nong grade V palang ako. may school play kami nuon para sa linggo ng wika, kung saan gumanap ako bilang nurse ni Pres. Manuel L. Quezon (super crush ko yong gumanap). pinatahian ako ng nanay ko ng nurse’ uniform, na mukhang apron. tepong ang kulang nalang sa outfit ko ay chef beanie cap. buti nalang may nahiran kaming totoong nursing cap sa pinsan ko na nursing student nuon. para complete uniform, bilihan din ako ng white stocking. i remembered how million times i looked at myself in the mirror nung suot ko na yong cap. it was like envisioning my future me. from then on lahat ng autograph(you know this sort of notebook that you have to fill, your interests, definition of love and all) nurse ang nilalagay ko sa question na what i want be in something years from now.
after some years later, naging full pledge nurse nga ako. i passed the boards with flying grades, nag top pa ako! ehem..(not eclavu).
but the saddest part is, i never practice my profession. never ko pa na try magwork sa hospital as a nurse. right after the boards, my father enrolled me sa med school.
now that i am almost a doctor (still reviewing for the boards), i still dream of being a nurse. to work as a nurse. i want to practice the truest essence of being a nurse..the tender loving care of a nurse.
isa lang ang masasabi ko. i am a Nurse, before i became a doctor. and i will always go back to being a nurse because i love the white uniform, the white cap and what it represents, nothing but pure love and care to our ailed patients.