TRICK 1:

    An hour ago, I was walking along Commonwealth when I noticed something.

    I was alone. Again…

    …even up to now.

    I hate how it feels. But I am aware that it’s my wish, and I am only getting what I’ve wished for.

    I always ask myself, "Why? Why do i have to be in this situation?"

    I am so confused, and I’ll always be. 

TRICK 2:

    In this world, no man is an island, as the cliche always goes. You just can’t walk and work alone.

    Yeah, right! You live inside a house with your family. You follow certain rules.

    Yeah, right! You work inside a company with your workmates and bosses. You follow certain rules.

    Yeah, right! You study in a certain school with your classmates and teachers. And you have to follow rules.

    Yeah, right! I have my cliques in a certain place. And I have to follow the rules… of friendship.

    There are rules even though they don’t exist!

     Rule of Nature.

    Rule of God.

    Rule of the Government.

    Rule of the People.   

Rule of Rules.

    I hate rules.

    From now on, I’ll try to live without them!

That is my rule!

    Yeah, right!

TRICK 3:

    I might be sick…

    …Because I’m so sick of everything!

TRICK 4:

    Why do most of my answers in kokology quizzes reveal my true self?

    I hate it when I answered, "The blue bird turned black."

    I hate it more when I answered, "It’s a beautiful picture, isn’t it?"

    I hate it the most when I answered, "… gene sais pas!"

    baka! (idiot!)

TRICK 5:

    Things are getting better, until I made something wrong.

    I never want to blame myself, but I can’t help it.

    I’m started to build a good friendship but now, I lost it.

    I wished to work in a call center. Now I’ll have it. (What about my NLE results? What if I pass?….What if I fail? What if I make it to the top? What if not? Damn it! I hate second thoughts…third…fourth…)

    I want my blood to be examined.

    I got the results.

    Now, my doctor restricted me of everything! (And I mean, everything! What can I eat? SOIL? COCKROACH? DEAD LEAVES? GRASS? CRAP! What about, SOAP? And don’t forget WATER.)

    I always wanted to leave the house. Now, I’m out! I’m broke. (Sob. Sob. And sob.)

    Now I miss everything.

    Remorse. Remorse. And more remorse.