November, 2005

We Will Always Miss You, Esse!

Eddieportraitlatino heat, EDDIE GUERRERO

1967-2005

"We will always miss you, esse!"

I was so shocked one night I went home from school (10:30 PM, November 14, 2005) when my sister told me that she saw on TV that LATINO HEAT EDDIE GUERRERO died. she never knew that cause bust all she she know is she saw it on TV.

I never believed it. I just watched him a week ago from a cable channel. He fought vigorously and seemed to be so alive. But not until I read this.   

from: pwinsider.com

EDDIE GUERRERO’S CAUSE OF DEATH ANNOUNCED
by Mike Johnson @ 12:45:00 PM on 11/15/2005

Former WWE champion Eddie Guerrero passed away due to heart failure brought on by past drug and alcohol abuse, according to a statement made by his wife Vicki to WWE’s website this afternoon.

Guerrero told the website, "It was from his past – the drinking and the drug abuse. They found signs of heart disease. She (the examiner) said that the blood vessels were very worn and narrow, and that just showed all the abuse from the scheduling of work and his past. And Eddie just worked out like crazy all the time. It made his heart grow bigger and work harder and the vessels were getting smaller, and that’s what caused the heart failure. He went into a deep sleep.

As soon as they saw his heart, they saw the lining of his heart already had the heart disease. There was no trauma, and Eddie hadn’t hurt himself in any way. It answered a lot of questions. I knew Eddie wasn’t feeling very good for the last week. He was home and kept saying he wasn’t feeling good and we thought it was just “road tired.” So we thought he just had to rest. It answered a lot of my questions, too, because he was just so exhausted. She said it was normal because the heart was working so hard."

You can read Vicki Guerrero’s complete comments at this link. PWInsider.com again expresses our deepest sympathies to the family, friends, and fans of a truly gifted performer.

Eddie Guerrero will be laid to rest this Thursday in a private service in Phoenix, Arizona. The Guerrero family has asked that fans please respect their privacy during this trying time and not attempt to attend the services.

A SONG OF A HOPELESS GHOST

For_fone_1FOREVER WAITING
composition by: yours truly
GLAIZA ELEVADO—>f***er for reason

I:
my words fly with the wind
my whispers fill the air
my song sang by the birds
this way i wish
my voice to reach you

R:
i always long to say
i love you ’til the day comes
that i may live the same way as yours
but for now, i can do nothing but wait

C:
tonight i stare an inch far from your face
watching you sleep
my existence felt frozen
but i won’t let you feel its coldness
i doubt that you would understand
if tonight you’ll see me
it might be the last
so i chose to remain
a ghost who’s unseen, never felt

forever i’m waiting

II:
if i’ve lived long before
i might as well wish not to live anymore
or tonight shall i wish
to take you with me
from your sleep

unawaken.

######:
wala lang. kasi pag di ako makatulog, nakakasulat
talaga ako ng mga ganitong kaek-ekan.
nagpapatunay na isa akong hopeless na tao
pagdating sa pag-ibig. umiibig pero di naman
maramdaman ng iniirog ko. maramdaman man
niya, di naman pwedeng pansinin. because we’re
84 worlds away from each other. in short..

KAWAWA NAMAN AKO!